GOING AWAY.













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dum spiro spero

    Saturday, Nov. 21, 2009
     12:48 a.m.
    i close my eyes and i take a deep breath and i think 'bout my life and how i ended up this way. i think 'bout the ruin, devastation and wreckage i've caused to myself and to others. i think 'bout self-hatred and self-loathing. i think 'bout how and why and what happened and the thoughts come easily, but the answers don't.

    sometimes nostalgia comes..and it goes. then i realise i'm still healing.

    i think i've grown to hate myself in some ways.

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